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Down in the misty jungles behind the famous lost city of the Inca,
Machupicchu, lies a small yet powerful temple where an ancient teacher
resides. I had made the strenuous hike down to this little known temple a
few times over the years. I was aware of a presence of a spirit in the
temple, but until this trip I had not received any messages from it.
A small group and I had already hiked up to the Inca Sun Gate the previous
day. It was Spring Equinox here in the Andes and we had a calling to be at
this doorway. Balanced between one mountain range and the next we took
time to honor the coming of spring as the sun was high above us. The sun
gate looks down atop Wayna Picchu, the famous mountain behind the mystical
city of Machupicchu. It felt good to be above it all with a view like a
condor. We sat and listened. Subtly we knew we were at a cross roads. We
had arrived at a door between what has been, and what will be. We had
little words for the experience it was a deep knowing that something was
about to shift.
The next morning our group gathered for breakfast and all agreed that the
hidden temple of the moon was calling us. I watched my ego struggle with
this plan. My legs were tired from yesterdays grueling Inca stairway to
the sun. I was looking for every excuse not to make the journey. Unlike
the rest of the group I knew the trek to the moon temple was as hard of a
hike as climbing the vertical mountain it was hidden behind. I didn't
think I could make the hike and was surprised that many of the others were
also having the same issues.
Somehow we all
found ourselves on the trail. After a few hundred yards on the trail we
found ourselves gasping in the thin Andean air. This wasn't such a good
idea, I thought to myself, yet somehow we were able to make each step
needed to get there. After uncountable stairs that wound up and down the
mountain side like a serpent, we arrived at the fairy like, miniature
sized moon temple. We had descended deep into the jungle. We could no
longer feel the ancient city above us. All we could see was layers of
Andean mountains divided by the Urubamba river below. We were alone or at
least we thought.
Some of the group collapsed in a grassy area and chomped down on some
snacks in hope to recharge their energy. They chatted away about various
things. It was like we had forgotten why we came all this way for. The
Moon temple was calling us to have a vision and here we all are chatting
and stuffing our faces.
I broke out my travel sized copal burner and began to smudge the interior
of the cave, temple structures and stone alters. The stone work here has
been protected from weather. It is amazing to see the precision of the
work even today a sheet of paper could not slip between the un-mortared
stones. It was if they were created in some mystical way other then the
means we would use today.
After every corner had a healthy does of Copal smoke and the spirits knew
we had come with respect many of us were drawn to the back of the cave. In
the dark corner we could make out a nitch in the rocks to see that other
pilgrims had left an assortment of offering. I wondered if I would connect
with the old lady, a cosmic Grandmother here today. I had felt her
presence before but she was always silent.
I closed my eyes and tuned in. I was beginning to feel that familiar
sensation wash over me… the one that you know you are connecting to those
other spirit filled worlds. I almost jumped back when I saw a crooked old
finger pointing at me. With a craggy old voice reminiscent of the wicked
witch of the west from Wizard of OZ, the old woman spoke to me for the
first time.
"You talk to much" she said with irritation in her voice. "You always talk
to much and then you miss the point! It is easy to hear the outer world of
man, but when we can hear the inner worlds, that is when you are blessed."
By this time I could see her. She seamed almost deformed and dwarf like. I
guess this is why the temple structures around the cave were midget sized.
She looked like she had suffered a lot. Her body was wrenched by time and
experience. Her hands were twisted and her legs were crooked and all her
joints were swollen with what looked like arthritis. Long stringy gray
hair tumbled down around her knees. I was surprised that she could even
sit cross legged in front of us. She was a tough old gal that you wouldn't
want to aggravate. She didn't seem to be in a very good mood today either,
yet I had no desire to run to get out of her way.
With a little hesitation and fear of getting reprimanded I asked her what
was "the point" that she spoke of. Trepidation that seem to rise up from a
past life washed over me and I gulped as I waited for the answer.
She began to explain "the point" by pointing her finger again at me. She
began, "In pain we learn. Pain helps us ask why. We struggle to find a way
out of pain. You grow from this struggle. You never struggle to get out of
happiness do you?. You came here in this life to learn and you will learn
anyway you can. You will learn even if your ego struggles with the method.
This is why you still find yourselves in pain, drama and crisis. Since you
do not learn with joy, you create and choose pain in your life as a
catalyst for growth and self awareness."
"Your path to truth through pain is much like your journey down here to
this little temple. You had pain in your minds before you even took your
first step. You wanted to find a reason to not come here. You had pain in
your legs and chests that made you want to turn around. Yet in each step
you found the courage to make the next step. Your lives are just like this
pilgrimage. You think you can't go further. You think you have had enough
but you still take the next step."
"You chose abusive families and abusive situations over an over. These
abuses have caused pain that cuts so deep that you didn't think you would
survive the pain, the guilt and loneliness, but you did. Your pain caused
you to dive deep inside yourself. You had to ask why - why you. You
discovered yourself on this journey inside yourself. You had to understand
these abuses to make sense of the world and you learned true compassion
and empathy. Your painful education has made you who you are today. You
can help others across the bridge of "I can't" to "I can", because you
have crossed this huge chasm yourself. You have come to understand that
your pains, lonelyness and betrayals have been your greatest teachers and
greatest gifts." We all sighed with remembrances of past pain and how it
has molded us into who were are at this moment.
"I teach with pain." She continued, "That is why I don't have many
students visit me here. They don't want to come see me. The journey is too
long. They don't like the pain.
Then Grandmother got a reminiscent look on her face and I could tell she
was thinking of the past…" In the old days my students would come with
offerings for me in hopes I would be in a good mood when I saw them. They
would bring special fruit and foods and I would say, "I don't want that!
Bring me something else!". They would have to turn around and climb back
out of here to get what I asked for. They would come back again and again.
Their legs would hurt and they would get so tired. They would gossip about
me with anger as they walked out of here. But the ones who understood my
method knew that the pain was an initiation. If they endured the pain they
would rise to the next level. And this was attractive to them". I can see
that all of you in front of me today have learn from pain.
The grandmother paused and looked like she was thinking about something
she had not thought of before. She began to change right in front of us.
She was becoming younger and less deformed. There was light coming from
her heart. She look lighter and less burdened. She looked at us and I
could see that something was shifting. She could see that we were not
afraid of her and that her harsh ways gave us the giggles. The crankier
she got, the more we smirked. Her tough ways didn't shake us up or scare
us anymore. She knew that we had evolved past pain as a learning catalyst.
"Hummm" She went on." I think today I learn from you. I know my painful
ways of teaching have come from my own experience of being in pain. It
worked for me, and it was the only way I could get your attention until
now. I can see that a new day is upon us. I don't think learning from pain
is the way anymore. I can see you listen better and you learn quicker. I
don't need to use pain any longer to gain your attention. I think my time
to teach in this way is coming to a close. It is my time to pass on what I
know to you, so you can take it to the next level. The teachings will be
the same but the journey to the truth will be different" She said. "I
don't think you will be teachers of pain, but teachers of joy."
She reached out and handed each one of us a baton as if we were in a relay
race to enlightenment. The baton was filled with knowledge and wisdom. As
she did this she became even younger and more beautiful, almost
transparent. We could not tell if we were speaking with a spirit anymore,
as she seem to drift between spirit and an archetype. "This baton is given
to you and all others who are tired of learning from pain. It is up to you
know to pass on the truth of life and spirit " She faded away and the cave
became silent and empty.
That was our cue that it was time to go and begin the long journey back up
the rocky trail to Machupicchu. We felt so heavy. We knew we were taking
something huge back with us. As we climbed up and out of the Grandmother’s
Moon Temple we said good bye to pain. We said good bye to abuse, betrayal,
deceit, violence, rape, emotion abuse, hate, war and all forms of
suffering. Our dear brother Willaru made us all crowns of delicate bamboo
and each of us found a wooden baton to carry out with us. At dinner that
night while donning our crowns and batons, we laughed until our sides
ached. We could feel Grandmother smile.
As I end this story I can still hear her, the grandmother. She says to all
out there who read this article. "Are you tired of the pain? Are you tired
of the struggle? Then allow joy and bliss to teach you and the pain will
disappear." Sounds like good advice to me.
Aluna Joy
Yaxkin is a speaker, author, clairvoyant/clairsentient, sacred site
spiritual guide, sacred site essence formulator and photographer. On
spiritual pilgrimagesshe acts as a cross cultural spiritual guide to the
lands and sites of Peru, Bolivia, Mexico, Guatemala, and Honduras. These
unique spiritual journeys dive deep into the Culture, Cosmology and
Mystical Worlds of the ancient and present day Maya and Inca. Her groups
focus on joyously activating profound spiritual awakenings, filled with
wisdom, peace, love and unity. Visit her website
http://www.kachina.net/~alunajoy/
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